bumbling fool
bumble bee
be mine
whats mine is yours
forever more,
you bumbling old fool.

faint breath,
blue faced
and pin pricked
angels,
they sing me to sleep
some days, nights
and sometimes even
he visits me.
but only sometimes.

i see you hover
others have spoken
of you, seen you
talked with you
for only a moment,
i think the mind shows
you what you want to see.
and i certainly dont want to
see, he who left me.
but i know you hover.
i see the shadow
in the corner of the ceiling
i see the shadow
over my heart.

i find it so easy to love people.
i find it so easy to be disappointed.
if you hadnt have left me,
maybe i would chose someone
who loves me back.
instead of choosing just anyone
to love.

bumbling fool.
fools gold is not
for the heart of me.